I am afraid to say.
I tried to hold my breath in silence.
But the feelings won't go away.
Too many things that are different.
Too many things have changed.
I don't know the way to get through this.
I'm running hard but can't keep pace.
I tried looking unbreakable.
I tried pretending I am unharmed.
But I can't pretend I am able
To keep up looking ready and armed.
No I'm barely holding it together.
I'm a walking panic attack.
If I break will I feel better?
If I forget, will my life come back?
But life has changed beyond recognition
And time is simply ticking on.
This will be my new normal.
Always askew and somewhat wrong.
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