maandag 4 augustus 2025

Brainfog

Doesn't the word brainfog
Imply you might find your way
If you travel the same route and not
Divert from your destination? 

What I experience is cuts
Between my brain, mouth and fingers.
A severe profound loss
Of former existing connections. 

It's hard to not feel it as a lack
When your tongue feels broken 
And your brain reflects 
Scattered ash and burial sites.

Every thought is emptying 
Inside me and lost forever.
A thousand little deaths sending
Me the message I don't exist.

That is a feeling like hell.
It's a constant loss of control.
A complete inability to be yourself. 
Fog clears sometimes.

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