It's okay
To say:
Today
I'm not okay
And to just be not okay
In your own little way.
Be brave.
I have been balling my fists
And I have been fighting.
With tears on my cheek,
I have been crying.
Wondered if my friends
Might soon be dying.
For 10 months
I have been watching.
How with hook, line and
Sinker, they've been talking.
Reeling us in on lies
They are spreading.
The wares they got,
They are selling,
I don’t want it
But you’re demanding
That I take it cause I'm a burden.
So you're killing me here
And you’re laughing.
My death is
Having you smiling.
My body is
The thing you're hiding.
So you could be
Denying,
You don’t know
What you are doing.
This page in history
Is burning.
Mijn stem doet ook mee,
Ik ben niet stil.
Sterke meningen
En sterke wil.
Woorden sterven
Zelden op mijn tong.
Ik ben wat ik ben
En waar ik voor op kom.
Maar er zitten altijd
Handen op mijn mond,
Die proberen te doen
Alsof ik nooit bestond.
Trekken de stem
Uit de diepte uit van mijn keel,
Uit mijn handen,
En mijn wil.
Stop! Stop!
Ik heb recht op mijn woorden
En je kan niet doen
Alsof je mij niet kan horen.
Ik tel ook mee,
En ik heb een stem.
Geef mijn recht op mijn recht
Terug en wen
Aan dat ik je pijn
Niet langer accepteer.
Geef mijn stem terug,
En steel het nooit meer.
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Today
I am made of pain.
Happy smiles,
And tears like rain.
Optimism
And negative voices.
Hope that
Runs dry and stained.
I might be
Afraid,
That all this come together
Ends up in vain.
That everything I do
Goes down the drain.
Still I keep fighting
With happy smiles
And tears like rain.
We are all puppets
In this puppetshow.
Strings
Attached to hips
And sunken into our bones.
Front seats,
Drunken treats,
To put down our stones.
Sunken mentality,
Smiles covered in snow.
You are buried
On the bottom of the sea.
You stopped seeing
What the water is doing.
And when it comes to a we,
You stopped caring
A long time ago.
So will you just let it be?
The status quo
To eternity?
But you better
Let me add my voice
Into the myriad of voices
That had enough.
Don’t take my choice.
I want to
Lift us up
And I want to hoist
The flag onto a future
In which we all matter.
Oh yeah you are right,
It has snowed.
It only took me to
4pm to finally know.
Time has me captured
In movement so slow.
An outside world
I no longer know.
I don’t think you care,
I don’t think you have feelings.
You think yourself a hero,
But your actions have no meaning.
Your heart is made of ice,
And it will never be melting.
You are not fighting for freedom,
People are dying.
You have a big hero complex.
And it is taking you through the roof.
An ego made to explode on you.
What do you think it is you do?
You are nothing more than the jester,
You are the clown, the fool.
You are not the victim,
You never was.
You are just the bully,
You play the villain part.
So cry your tears
But don’t expect us to care.
You are the wrong side
Of history, my dear.