I
need you not to fall,
I
know it´s been 111 days since I called,
Your
heart is beautiful.
I
need you not to fall,
Like
I did.
It´s
ok to sometimes cry,
And
although the world is open and wide,
Sometimes
you´re locked inside.
So
it´s okay to cry,
Like
I did.
I
need you to learn to see,
Beyond
what happened with you and me.
For
the past wild and unsteady.
So
I need you to learn to see,
There
is more than words.
I
need you to forget
if
the hurt is too much to bare and I get
Too
much is always there, but don´t fret.
You
are allowed to forget
What
you need to.
Cause
no matter how many times I repeated every good you did,
You
got hung on recriminations and that one thing I pointed out,
You
got stuck in good and bad like the existence of one thing
Ruled
every other good thing out.
And
you always tell me everytime you do not like what you see,
And
everytime I follow your footsteps, I am hurting you as if you
Are
not even slightly hurting me. Lack of understanding overfed, not
free.
What
can I do? What can I not? Swallowing it down in dull ecstacy.
It´s
ok to know you are no bad guy,
Neither
is anyone else, neither am I.
If
we stopped to listen, but we talk too much and I
Think
it´s ok to know no one´s a bad guy
Like
I do.
So
if you want to let me go,
You
should just do so, don´t let me know.
My
bittersweetness to beautiful,
To
bear the easiness of it all.
And
you wondering, do you now,
if
I did?