Like I do

I need you not to fall,

I know it´s been 111 days since I called,

Your heart is beautiful.

I need you not to fall,

Like I did.

It´s ok to sometimes cry,

And although the world is open and wide,

Sometimes you´re locked inside.

So it´s okay to cry,

Like I did.

I need you to learn to see,

Beyond what happened with you and me.

For the past wild and unsteady.

So I need you to learn to see,

There is more than words.

I need you to forget

if the hurt is too much to bare and I get

Too much is always there, but don´t fret.

You are allowed to forget

What you need to.

Cause no matter how many times I repeated every good you did,

You got hung on recriminations and that one thing I pointed out,

You got stuck in good and bad like the existence of one thing

Ruled every other good thing out.

And you always tell me everytime you do not like what you see,

And everytime I follow your footsteps, I am hurting you as if you

Are not even slightly hurting me. Lack of understanding overfed, not free.

What can I do? What can I not? Swallowing it down in dull ecstacy.

It´s ok to know you are no bad guy,

Neither is anyone else, neither am I.

If we stopped to listen, but we talk too much and I

Think it´s ok to know no one´s a bad guy

Like I do.

So if you want to let me go,

You should just do so, don´t let me know.

My bittersweetness to beautiful,

To bear the easiness of it all.

And you wondering, do you now,

if I did?