You my home

Every day their hands are touching

Every day their words are licking

Every day my mouth is grinding

Every day another battle coming

Every day the fire a bomb ticking

And I find you my home

Here are their words between my wheels

Here are their words between my layers of fat

Here are their words I managed to crush with my heels

Here are their words that left my bruises

Here are their words stuck between my feels

And I find you my home

So drink to them not believing me

So drink to the Woman they are patronizing

Drink to the bodies they keep finding

In the closet where they keep us hiding

Drink to the honesty of their lying

And still I find you my home

The cuts that they are reopening

The blood that just keeps flowing

The daily barrage of bad new on the internet

And images of wounded animals

Just like me but maybe not like me

And I smile to find you my home

And when I cry you give me home

And when I scream you give me home

And when they hurt me you protect our home

So when I tried you give me home

Not smile when asked to you give me home

You my home, you my home, you my home

Tired. Arms. Home.

Love. Cats. Home.

Sounds. You. Home.

You my home

You my home

You my home

I am human

I am human,

I am the shape called human,

I am the one called human,

I am the "Woman" Human,

I am the birthed human.

I try to be the empowered human,

But I remember that I was the battered "Woman",

And still the oppressed human,

The called less than Human Woman,

The sexual harrassed Woman.

Fuck Damnit, I Am human!

I am birth control human,

Freedom of body human,

Stand in line for my benefits human,

Disabled fucking rolling human,

I am called the Fat Woman.

I am ignored by doctors Woman,

Cause my issues are too Woman for them,

Not taken seriously by many cause I am Woman.

Especially cause I dare to be a mentally ill human.

Who will believe that crazy human.

Hear Me Roar Like A Fucking human!

You call me slut cause I am Woman

Who dared to live my idea of Woman,

Who did not want to fuck you Woman,

Oh dear, poor little you.

Slanded by I love those unafraid to love me Woman.

I was I dared to wear make up Woman,

And also dared not to Woman,

Going months without shaving Woman,

Dare to show hairy pits Woman,

Dare to dye my fairy red Woman hair.

I Am Going To Fight You Like A Woman!

Cause we know how to fight we Women,

Bleed so many fucking ways and not die, we Women!

Loud Women, Unapologetic Women, Proud women!

And I bending unbroken Woman, Rolling activist Woman,

Is going to crush you until we are Human!

Crush until the wage gap is truly a myth Human,

And rape culture really doesn´t exist Human,

And equality and equity are true for Humans.

I hear you screaming in my face now, Men.

Be a choke on your "Well, actually" Human.

Are You Hearing Me Now, You Cu.. "Human"?

Let me tell you know, Human,

This housebound Woman,

This barenaked Woman,

This most of the fucking times unseen Woman,

Is still right fucking here!

 

I am nonbinary but society treats me in a lot of ways as a woman and my writing reflects this often.

How to

If you told us how to wear

Our smile, our dress, our fear,

Our stories or our hair

If you blamed us for your fists

Or if you blames us for your stare

You have overstayed your welcome

Don’t you dare because I’m woman

Don’t compare me to house that needs locking,

I am human.

Don’t compare me to a wallet that needs hiding,

I am human.

Don’t compare me to a gun you lock away,

I am human.

Don’t compare it to a car crashed,

It's not an accident.

Don’t compare it to an animal attack,

It's not instinct.

Don’t compare it to an avalanche,

It won't stop by itself.

Don’t you dare do it just because I’m woman.

Don’t you dare patronize me because I’m woman.

Revictimise me because I fucking dare to be woman.

But you blame me because I am not a locked way woman.

You point at me because I am walk in the streets woman.

Say I started it because I am a talking woman.

I pray for the men to rise that risk understanding it.

And I love those that actually make me stronger.

I shouldn’t have to care for the words of strangers.

But these thoughts they keep me endangered and I’m wounded

They ask what I drank as if I was the dagger.

They tell me I am a stupid girl.

You want to carry the burdens because I am woman.

You are not really protecting this silly woman.

You are deflecting away from men.

I have the same rights as a human,

To live life like you as a human,

So kindly fuck off you!

All we ask for is that you stop raping us, human

But you are less than human, human

That is what I suspect.

And until then I am an army of ten thousand humans

In the body of one single woman,

A murderous riot on the doorstep of you men.