Lose

Stare at me through a mirror.
I want to stare back.
But I am just a reflection,
I am nobody.
They keep on judging me.
Those silent little minions.
Can they not see that
I am nobody.
But I thought that I was someone
In those eyes of you.
Am I mistaken?
But I thought that I was a friend
To the likes of you.
And I don't want to be mistaken.
I trust you, I trust you, I trust you,
Even if you don't believe me that I do.
But I...
I called an enemy a friend before
And a friend a foe
I made some mistakes in the past.
Don't you understand
That I sometimes just don't know?
Don't you understand
That I am afraid
To lose
You?