My brain

 

Ah right on time.

The depression avalanche is sliding

On me without a grace.

I has not happen for a while.

But I could feel it coming 

Screaming at my face.

And there is no denial.

When its screams sends spit flying

All over your last sanity

And you haven’t left your spot for days.

And I just keep wondering why,

I try to understand.

I just keep wondering why,

I don’t understand it. 

And I just keep trying to try

But my heart isn’t moving.

I just keep trying to try.

And my eyes keep closing.

What's wrong with this brain of mine?

It is so utterly in love with life,

But it doesn't want to be alive. 

Often at the same time.

What’s wrong with this heart of mine?

It beats in my chest just fine,

Yet is breaking at the same time

And I don’t understand why.

What’s wrong with this soul of mine?

People says that for them it shines,

But I only see shadows for miles,

Just going on for a long while.