That day

First thought that day.

Can I count how much I said I love you?

Cause a million times is still not enough, ok.

I need time to remedy it.

Second thought.

I should share this with you.

And then I remember that I cannot.

I don't know what to do with myself.

Third thought in sight.

Please please please please please.

Oh please please please please be alright.

Please please please PLEASE.

Broken dreams like shattered plates

On the floor with my memories.

Hope and fear were warring for first place,

But panic had taken over.

Only now I can finish this poem.

Only now I can write this down.

My mind still scattered and ready to blow.

Realisation finally setting in.