Coming down

I watch you from a distance

But your silence is all that I remember

And there never was a day

That we were able to last forever

But time keeps ticking on

Here we are, here we still stand

Repeating the same old patterns

And I dance on to the beat of your demands

You want everything and then nothing at all

You like to see me climb, you like to see me fall

As I was coming down

From the high you brought me in

With still some things to spare

I came to my conclusions

When I found out you weren't there

(As always)

I know that you can't help it

But the reality of it is, neither can I

And I just want to pull you inside

Inside my mind so you can see beyond my eyes

I don't always like what I have become

So, so insecure and that's something that will show

I have to fight for everything that I have

The world is not at my feet, that's all that I know

I have to remember this is just who you are

You are always close, you are always so far, far, far,

Away

As I was coming down

From the state that I was in

So willing to finally share

I wandered the borders of your life

Realizing that I never did belong there

(But still I try)

As I was coming down

From a rollercoaster standing still

With every reason to stare

I kept on shaking, shaking things up

Just to find that no one cared

(And I believe it)

It's up and down

Round, round, round, round

Inside that head of mine

You can't read it on my face

But it's never silent inside

And you, you are a drug

My last trace

Of emotion and disillusion

You are so delightfully human

A world without a single vision

And I

I just want to taste all of it

As I was coming down

From things that once lived me up

I was overcome by this despair

That everything will be gone

These emotions are more than I can bare

You're just like all the others

You're just like all the others

You're just like all the others

And you're not the same at all

To me