donderdag 22 november 2012

Those many faces


There was this girl nobody  knew
A silence in her eyes
She's just another life flowing by
Between the days
And between the nights

She always pretends to be strong
Her head held up high
And she smiles when she's passing
Oh but inside her
Inside her she is dying

They all have things to do
Nobody looks at her
Nobody sees the many different faces
That are all hers
And she feels so misplaced

And she just longs to belong
A part of this society
Just to be a part of someone's heart
But she remains unnoticed
All she can do is play her part

And when she is all alone, she kills herself for everything that happened
She dies with convinction, she just wishes that the pain would end

So she simply cries
The voices in her head still screaming
Her whole body weighing heavily on the floor
Nobody there to hold her from breaking

She doesn't know who she is
Many faces make her
Hours that escape all her attention
When she's not there at all
She has been hiding inside for too long

And she tries to open herself up
With the sharpest knife
She tries everytime, just to see inside
If she is still there
To try and heal parts of her that died

She just wishes she could lose herself to the dance of life
Instead she just stands here, captured by her darkest night

Whenever she bleeds
All those sides bleed into eachother
And sometimes she is not there at all
Another me, another you, another her

She dries every tear
And she wears the scars on her soul
So softly, so  proudly and so elegantly
So that everybody can believe she's whole

But there she goes again
Falling like the silence that fell around her
Failing to believe in herself
She wishes she could take a stand
Burn the bridges between her and the hurt
With every reason that made her fell
But there she goes again
Not strong enough to pick herself up once more
She wants to lay down forever
Waiting for it all to end
All those feelings she already felt before
Yes she wants to lay down forever

I saw her, yes I saw her
This beautiful girl that nobody knew
And this girl that nobody knew
Oh I promise to hold her through and through

Until she rizes again
Until she wakes again....

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