I´m a burden

I´m a failure, I´m a failure, I´m a failure in your eyes,

I´m a burden, I´m a burden, I´m a burden, and I know it.

Sometimes I wish, I do wish, Oh how I wish I was…

But my foundation has buried itself around my feet.

You see,

I kinda like living

Even if I don´t like life.

I am on the Borderline knife

Always on the edge, always

Trying to be forgiving

For the damage I done

Every single day

Of my life.

I am strong like Atlas but Fuck my God, I am so weak.

And I am fighter but I go through life just bashing buttons.

Hoping that one of the hits will stick to you like a scar

So I can explain the damage done, I am such a burden.

I am frightened but I am three seconds away from screaming

Cause they fucked up my head and now I am think of abandonment

So much that every day I can see you leaving inside my minds eye.

I am a timebomb who thinks we are a timebomb and

It is just waiting

For the big bang,

The expected explosing.

God they hurt me pretty good.

I can´t be caught trusting

Anyone, not even you.

Gonna hurt me, like they did?

Trample me under your foot,

Like they did?

I guess I am just a bundle of extreme emotions.

A burden, a weirdo, a hint of silent devotion.

To most of people I am simply forgotten.

Misunderstood and then ill-gotten.

A shell in a shell in a shell in a shell,

Dear God, I am drowning and I am doing it well.

They told me,

Without any words,

That I am not worth it,

They told me that way

Because I am not worth it.

And it hurts,

I am a burden,

And it was not ment to be

That way.

I am a bullet, I am a bullet, I am a bullet and I take aim.

I am precious, I am sick, I am not healing properly.

Sometimes I want to hurt like they hurt me when they…

But fuck that, fuck you, I am here, don´t you see me?

I am here, don´t you see me?

I am here, don´t you see me?