Nothing

My emotions ran over again
I was high and now I am falling.
Lightning strikes the sky
And I'm consumed.
Consumed by bitterness,
By anger and hate.
Consumed by fear,
A power to cry instantly.
In the silent.
In the dark.
Where no one can watch me.
I fight alone.

In my mind,
The demons never stop.
Nor do my hands
Or my feet.
I am going down
Screaming and kicking.
Filling the silence
With nothing at all.

Until it all stops,
And that dark nothingness settles.
It scares me most of all.