Empty bottles on the floor

I think I want to drown my pain today
I am right here and I don't think I am okay
With the way that my life is living itself without me
I am right here watching everything pass me by

Holding my breath was never a solution
But what I want was never part of the equation
I am a slave to the emotions I want to drown out
And sometimes it's too hard to keep fighting

Empty bottles on the floor
And I just can't take it anymore
And I don't know what I'm looking for

My life in broken shards upon the floor
And I'm still wasted

You see there was something
Something that I wanted to say
But I forgot myself
I forgot everything

I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay