Every day's questions

What is wrong with me?
Who am I?
Where do I belong
And how do I get there?
Am I
Who I
Think I
Am?

I want to ask you not to pray for me.
You don't want to help me.
You just want me to see everything your way.
My existential crisis
Is not a lack of God.
It's a lack of self
That only I
Can
Fill
Again.

Who am I?