For my psychosis

Here you are again
My old friend remembrance
Here you are again
And down I went....

We had not spoken for a little while
Maybe I was a little bit in denial
I did not think you would still exist within me

But I guess I only buried you deep
Under medication and nights without sleep
I really did not know that you were still inside me

You raised all my emotions to abuse
It left me broken and it left me feeling used
And I am still afraid that you are still inside me

See me, breathe me, feel me
See me, breathe me, feel me, don't touch me

Oh how I disliked you
And I was the one that created you
You were my very own
Oh how I disliked you
You left me feeling so alone

Oh how I have fought you
And I ran with you on my trail
I was not strong
But I will always fight you
Because we will never get along

You bled yourself out all over me
And I could not protect myself, I was too weary
I refuse you still being a part of anything inside me

I will sell myself a flame to create
An army that will fight you powered by hate
Because you will never take hold over anything inside me

I will one day ask myself for forgiveness
For letting you come in and make a mess
I'll remember the day that you stopped being a part of me

Oh how I disliked you
And I was the one that created you
You were my very own
Oh how I disliked you
You left me feeling so alone

Hit the chord and ask me to be blind
I would still leave you in your darkest night
And find my way out all on my own
I broke my halo a long time ago
Hit the chord and ask me to be deaf
I will ignore you and find my way out of the mess
I would rather die than be yours
I would rather die than be yours
Again

Oh how I have fought you
And I ran with you on my trail
I was not strong
But I will always fight you
Because we will never get along

This was a tale that will never be overdramatized
I am in hiding now...