I

I
I have a wandering mind.
I make decisions in reverse
Just to make sure
I am not
Deluding myself
Into thinking that I am special.
Yes, I
I have a wandering mind
That lose control
When I try to keep it
And keeping control
While I should lose it.
I have a wandering mind
And it will take
The ground from underneath
My feet
To sweep me away again.
Why do you need to still ask me
Why I fear breathing?
Why I fear every step that I make?
I have a wandering mind.
So I run and hide,
Fight and flight.
I am there
Where
No one can find me.
I have a wandering mind
So I electrocuted the doors
Just so you could not get inside
And wonder away with it.
I have a wandering mind.
That always goes back to the past
And send frightening images of the future.
I have a wandering mind
I
I have a wandering mind
And I am never really here...