Loser

Get your words

Out of my mouth

Don't shove them back in

We're done in this life

I won't let you win

You penetrated

My mind and heart

And raped my innocence

But I hid all my anger

Inside my hands

Now these hands

Turned into metal

Turned to fists

And they, they want to

Give your face a kiss

And I fucking hate you, I hope you die

I can finally say it

I hope you suffer and die

Take all your words out of my head

Take all the things you had ever said

That no one can ever love me

You made me feel worthless

You sweated

Like a pig behind his stalls

You thought you knew

But you never realized

How much I grew

Into my own anger

And my fire and my hate

In this unsettling pit of rage

You're just a loser

But you once had me engaged

I am your daughter and your son

I am your knife and I am your gun

But you never knew it was not your advantage

I’ll kill your words out of my head

Make you bleed for everything you said

That no one can ever love me

I’ll make you feel just as worthless

I punch those words into your own head

So you never forget the things that you said

And why no one will ever love you

And why you are the one that’s worthless

You are never going to go away

I have come to realize that

You sheer willed you stuck in our heads

You will always be in those pesky memories

But you will never get the upperhand

It’s your bruised and broken bones I demand

You wanted to stay inside and so that be that

Bear the consequences, let it rot you, burn you alive

You can flee through the double-edged blade of my knife

You made me feel like a waste of space, a failure

And although I got everything you were on delete

You still have pointlessly put yourself on repeat

Loser